My heart gives endless excuses not to pick up the SOC assignment again.
Simply because of fear to undergo the same burden of a strong emotion of a loser. Everytime I return to the same page, I feel like a blind person walking straight ramming the wall. Hit hard. This happens repetitiously. This lowers my self-esteem and deteriorates my optimism as well as my focus.
How to deal with overcoming fear? Do you have any ideas? Care to share with me? Share your ideas here and let me experiment them. Thank you !
I missed writing in this virtual space. I missed thinking and expressing my self. Along this line, I believe thinking and writing processes force me to do reflections, over and over, until I get my thoughts typed down in a logical way.
Where I’ve been? I’ve trying to get things strengthened up one at a time. Traveling and working slowing up the process though.
But most importantly, after two years, I managed to unbox all my shipped stuff. I’ve solved one problem, and yet another problem awaits! Ghee … I don’t know how to store all stuff in a tidy and systematic way. My current rental house has a limited space. And then I need several storage boxes to keep them away properly. This requires money money … How you do you store your stuff in a small space?
So again, one step a time is a good tagline for this. My supervisor always say ” … the most important is progress ” . Yup, progress. Progress is the word of HOPE. That is the most important.